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This is a page out of my journal a few years ago that I would like to share with everyone. In it I believe there are those who might be in that place now or have already passed this point, but either way it is something that is never far from my thoughts as I continue to break before the Lord. I hope this will help someone find encouragement and strength.
May our Lord Jesus Christ bless you.
Bro.Nathan
I will pray. Lord we wanta see Your face.
I remember when I first became a Christian. This was a very exciting time for me. Can you remeber when you gave your heart to Christ? I can remember the 1st,2nd,3rd,4th,5th wait wait wait...... your asking man what happened to you? Well in my oppion it wasnt a true conversion.
Sometimes I think about those days, how nieve and stupid I was in my so called wisdom, and yet even now I realize how minut my thoughts and capacity for knowledge is. I know nothing, ya know I dont have a clue to what Gods plan is, We do not have a clue to what Gods plan is. Wisdom, so many times we pray for this and we do so freely not even understanding what we are praying for do we? I mean think about it, sit down and really think about what you are asking God next time you pray for His wisdom. Do you not know that we cannot handle or even fathom what wisdom is, we are so delicate that the very presence of God will kill us and we want Him to grant us wisdom.
Worship.What does it mean to worship God? What does it mean to be a Christian? Now I know there will probably be some who dont agree with me on some of these things but this is just how I feel about where I am in my walk with God ok so with that said take no offence to my words but if it makes you bleed then maybe the Lord's speaking to ya.Ok back to worship, how do you worship? Do you only worship God when you are in the Church and the feel good music is going and boy this puts you on cloud nine and it makes you feel good right, I know I know the Lords in this place right? Sometimes I wonder if He is or is this just a place where we go and we feel good about what we are doing and others look and say boy they love God, now i'm not doubting anyones love for the Father, i'm just going by my own soul serching, "The Word says to examine yourself daily" i'm getting there boy am I getting there because I dont want there to be any doubt where I stand before God, blink...blink..."What Happened!!!!!!" Did you catch that oops the Rapture just took place and here i am typing on this thing instead of worshiping God and getting my heart right! Huh I wonder, where is my walk at, do I really love God am I truly committed to serving Him? You know the other day I was in the plumbing shop and the guy behind the counter i've known for years and you know what he doesnt have a clue that i'm a Christian or what it means to be a Christian and man am I worthless,,, did you hear me i'm worthless, while sitting there and listening to the filth coming from his mouth I said nothing, did you hear that I SAID NOTHING!!!!
So what does that make me? I'm a Christian and no I didnt partake in the conversation but I stood there and accepted it didn't I, here is someone I know that more than likely is going to hell and I said nothing, soooo but i'm a Christian right.. Bull! This is the junk i'm talking about, and I cry out Lord Lord send me send me Father I'll go. Bury me because i'm usless in this life, i'm no more a Christian than the next guy only difference is I know Jesus and yet I cant even do what i'm called to do. Sooo where do you stand? As for me i'm worthless.
I think about David as I tell this story, lets look at the things he did.The Bible says David was a man with a heart for God, and yet he took Bathsheba commited adultry with her, and had her husband killed and then tryed to hide it, not only that he directly dissobeyed God with the census right? Well when we think about David when we were growing up we see how he was lifted so high up in the story with the giant correct, yet they didnt tell us in Sunday School that David did all of these terrible things. I mean a murderor,adulteror,lieing and defying God! This is huge yet the Word says he had a heart for God. This is the key, when he messed up he truly repented and didnt look back. I'm learning so bear with me God i'm learning, thank You for Your mercy Father.
Where do you stand in your walk with God? Are you seeking Him in everything? Are you truly living the life you should, because I know I dont do the things that I should be doing.
Father right now I thank You for Your mercy dear God.I thank You for what You are doing in our lives and Lord I lift up my fellow brothers and sisters all over Lord not just on this site but world wide Lord. I pray Lord that You would always show us our faults Lord, I pray that You would always keep us humble Father, smack us around when we mess up Lord dont let us get to far and if it requires a lesh like an animal needs then put 2 on me Lord, God I pray right now that You would put a renewing in each and everyones heart today Lord, and I pray Father that everyone would fall on there faces and repent for their sins Lord I pray that they would realize their ways of wrong and the deciete that satan has blinded them with Lord, I pray Father that they would examine themselves daily Lord by the minuite Lord every second of every day Lord. Father You are Lord You are God and we praise You oh Lord. Father we magnify Your name oh Lord and we lift You up above all others .Father I pray right now that Your blessings would be on everyone Lord and Father I pray that Humility would touch my brothers and sisters Lord I pray that they would seek You like never before God, Theres a stirring in the Spirit. I pray these things in Jesus name I pray Amen.
God is moving in the midst, His spirit gluides above the waters edge, as the sun rises and the fog lifts behold His creation and the Beauty thats before you.
May our Lord Jesus Christ bless you.
Bro.Nathan
I will pray. Lord we wanta see Your face.
I remember when I first became a Christian. This was a very exciting time for me. Can you remeber when you gave your heart to Christ? I can remember the 1st,2nd,3rd,4th,5th wait wait wait...... your asking man what happened to you? Well in my oppion it wasnt a true conversion.
Sometimes I think about those days, how nieve and stupid I was in my so called wisdom, and yet even now I realize how minut my thoughts and capacity for knowledge is. I know nothing, ya know I dont have a clue to what Gods plan is, We do not have a clue to what Gods plan is. Wisdom, so many times we pray for this and we do so freely not even understanding what we are praying for do we? I mean think about it, sit down and really think about what you are asking God next time you pray for His wisdom. Do you not know that we cannot handle or even fathom what wisdom is, we are so delicate that the very presence of God will kill us and we want Him to grant us wisdom.
Worship.What does it mean to worship God? What does it mean to be a Christian? Now I know there will probably be some who dont agree with me on some of these things but this is just how I feel about where I am in my walk with God ok so with that said take no offence to my words but if it makes you bleed then maybe the Lord's speaking to ya.Ok back to worship, how do you worship? Do you only worship God when you are in the Church and the feel good music is going and boy this puts you on cloud nine and it makes you feel good right, I know I know the Lords in this place right? Sometimes I wonder if He is or is this just a place where we go and we feel good about what we are doing and others look and say boy they love God, now i'm not doubting anyones love for the Father, i'm just going by my own soul serching, "The Word says to examine yourself daily" i'm getting there boy am I getting there because I dont want there to be any doubt where I stand before God, blink...blink..."What Happened!!!!!!" Did you catch that oops the Rapture just took place and here i am typing on this thing instead of worshiping God and getting my heart right! Huh I wonder, where is my walk at, do I really love God am I truly committed to serving Him? You know the other day I was in the plumbing shop and the guy behind the counter i've known for years and you know what he doesnt have a clue that i'm a Christian or what it means to be a Christian and man am I worthless,,, did you hear me i'm worthless, while sitting there and listening to the filth coming from his mouth I said nothing, did you hear that I SAID NOTHING!!!!
So what does that make me? I'm a Christian and no I didnt partake in the conversation but I stood there and accepted it didn't I, here is someone I know that more than likely is going to hell and I said nothing, soooo but i'm a Christian right.. Bull! This is the junk i'm talking about, and I cry out Lord Lord send me send me Father I'll go. Bury me because i'm usless in this life, i'm no more a Christian than the next guy only difference is I know Jesus and yet I cant even do what i'm called to do. Sooo where do you stand? As for me i'm worthless.
I think about David as I tell this story, lets look at the things he did.The Bible says David was a man with a heart for God, and yet he took Bathsheba commited adultry with her, and had her husband killed and then tryed to hide it, not only that he directly dissobeyed God with the census right? Well when we think about David when we were growing up we see how he was lifted so high up in the story with the giant correct, yet they didnt tell us in Sunday School that David did all of these terrible things. I mean a murderor,adulteror,lieing and defying God! This is huge yet the Word says he had a heart for God. This is the key, when he messed up he truly repented and didnt look back. I'm learning so bear with me God i'm learning, thank You for Your mercy Father.
Where do you stand in your walk with God? Are you seeking Him in everything? Are you truly living the life you should, because I know I dont do the things that I should be doing.
Father right now I thank You for Your mercy dear God.I thank You for what You are doing in our lives and Lord I lift up my fellow brothers and sisters all over Lord not just on this site but world wide Lord. I pray Lord that You would always show us our faults Lord, I pray that You would always keep us humble Father, smack us around when we mess up Lord dont let us get to far and if it requires a lesh like an animal needs then put 2 on me Lord, God I pray right now that You would put a renewing in each and everyones heart today Lord, and I pray Father that everyone would fall on there faces and repent for their sins Lord I pray that they would realize their ways of wrong and the deciete that satan has blinded them with Lord, I pray Father that they would examine themselves daily Lord by the minuite Lord every second of every day Lord. Father You are Lord You are God and we praise You oh Lord. Father we magnify Your name oh Lord and we lift You up above all others .Father I pray right now that Your blessings would be on everyone Lord and Father I pray that Humility would touch my brothers and sisters Lord I pray that they would seek You like never before God, Theres a stirring in the Spirit. I pray these things in Jesus name I pray Amen.
God is moving in the midst, His spirit gluides above the waters edge, as the sun rises and the fog lifts behold His creation and the Beauty thats before you.
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